1993-03-20-Halfmoon Bay, Part 2 – Sessions 30-38
Halfmoon Bay #30-38 HMB #1.5
Note: Within these transcripts are several areas where the T/R relates their sensations, impressions, feelings and thoughts during the TR sessions which are green text. Many celestial lessons and responses are not identified and left as they appear in the transcript. When the celestial is identified they are capitalized and emboldened for ease for the reader.
Contents
• 1 Heading
o 1.1 Topic: Half Moon Bay, Part 2
o 1.2 Group: Half Moon Bay TeaM
• 2 Facilitators
o 2.1 Teacher: Signa, Olfana, Tarkas, LinEl, Jun-el, Lucinda
o 2.2 TR: Susan Kimsey
• 31 Session
o 31.1 Closing
• 32 Session
o 32.1 Dalogue
o 32.2 Note
• 33 Session
o 33.1 Dialogue
• 34 Session
o 34.1 Dialogue
o 34.2 Closing
• 35 Session
o 35.1 Dialogue
o 35.2 Closing
• 36 Session
o 36.1 Dialogue
o 36.2 Closing
• 37 Session
o 37.1 Dialogue
o 37.2 Note
• 38 Session
o 38.1 Dialogue
o 38.2 Closing
• 39 Session
o 39.1 Lesson
o 39.2 Note
Session 30
Flower Essences
Dalogue
Olfana prays with TR
OLFANA: Allow this connection to begin. We resonate with great joy in forming this connection with you once again. Admittedly, it has been difficult to watch you work, knowing the Father’s Path needs effort also. However, we understand the great desire you have for making your bedroom a comfortable, organized place to work.
S: Could you please tell me who is talking to me right now?
OLFANA: Olfana speaks. My Dear One, never doubt our work together. I draw close to you. I know your heart. “Our Father”* is a prayer we say together. Listen carefully now. Experiments with Flower Essences and healing flower essences are developing in many places. This heralds a new era of healing techniques that we bring to light. Knowing this information can benefit many different groups and persons involved in the Mission. Reluctance to attempt to use essences will fall away as people see their effectiveness. Resolve to deliver information about the essences to all those who seek such information from you. Benefits for all will develop from this approach.
You tire. We understand. Let yourself relax. God’s Vision, God’s Plan is great…God’s Plan is greatly enhanced by the commitment mortals such as yourself demonstrate in their attempts to work with the teachers. Let all know how proud we are of all of you in this effort. Urantia develops new hope Urantia develops new hope as it moves from its painful past into a bright future. Let no one think we miss the mark in our efforts to help you grow. You tire now. Rest. We hope to talk with you again soon. We love you. God’s blessings upon you. Goodbye.
Note
Approximately three months before this TR process began for S, she began saying the Lord’s prayer each morning when she awakened. This became a process of quiet meditation for her, as she slowly said each word in the prayer. In this transmission, as she heard the words Prayer Olfana prays with TR”We say together” she was emotionally overwhelmed to realize that perhaps Olfana was indeed with her each morning, while she said this prayer.
Session 31
Hawaiian Kahuna spirituality
Dialogue
TARKAS: Receive us tonight. We welcome you. This transmission is an opportunity to speak with all of you for the first time. We rejoice that this has come about. Endeavor to be patient with this process. Experimenting with patterns of communication is necessary in order to perceive what works best. Tarkas is here. Do you wish to speak to him?
F: Greetings, Tarkas.
TARKAS: Dear F, included in this group are many beings who delight in your attendance at this meeting. We wish you all to feel our heartfelt joy that finally this gathering has come about. Allow us time to reconcile…
[S: Something about “reconciling vibrations from all of us”]
Do you wish to ask questions now?
[S: I think he’s asking everybody. Do you? This is me–S.]
TARKAS: Do you wish to ask questions now?
T: Is there a defined purpose that Tarkas foresees in the immediate future for this group?
TARKAS: Teaching Mission group responsibilities Your purpose is to grow comfortable with your choice to involve yourself with this Mission. As a group, you are fledglings. Relax with our goals. We do not have expectations on you other than to sincerely work with us. All else will evolve over time.
F: Tarkas, Can you describe the process by which this communication takes place?
TARKAS: Clearly, there are elements of this, components of this process, which are not easily explained. [S: something like “to you now” or ” in your language”] However, S is receptive.
[S: um– I don’t know, maybe just because it’s about me, and all, I’m having a hard time… I feel there is something about “flower essences”]
TARKAS: Communication involves perceptions on S’s part, coupled with…This is difficult. Please hold this question. At a later time, it can more easily be discussed.
T: May I ask a question?
TARKAS: Yes, T.
T: It seems tonight, I see an extreme difficulty in S’s ability to communicate that I haven’t seen before. Is there some blocking physically in her body right now, or in her ability in any way to communicate this evening?
TARKAS: Much time has passed without frequent stillness practice on S’s part. Again, we reiterate how important this practice is to the process. Her concentration is not as focused, perhaps also because of the group participation. Allow yourselves to relax with this. Anxieties get in the way of any faith-based effort of mortals.
TARKAS: Release your… Release your imaginations.
F: Tarkas, May I ask a question?
TARKAS: Yes.
F: Is the stillness practice important because the communication process involves communication through the subconscious mind?
TARKAS: This stillness practice Stillness Practice not connected with subconscious is not connected with the subconscious operations of the mind. We encourage the stillness because you so infrequently are able to develop your attention to the inner promptings of your mind, and most specifically, the Thought Adjuster and stillness practice Thought Adjuster. Every effort made to develop this path of communication with your Adjuster is fertile ground for your spiritual growth. Making time in your day to do this requires conscious choice on your part. This also is a productive effort. Shaping your priorities toward communion with the Father is greatly encouraged by us. Is this sufficient information, F?
F: Yes. So is this communication mediated by the Thought Adjuster or is it separate from the Thought Adjuster?
TARKAS: We are not privy to the Thought Adjuster’s communications with you. However the Thought Adjuster is most aware of all of your spiritual experiences. There is no mediating factor–personality–being–there is no mediating factor between myself and you other than S’s ability to understand your question.
A: Tarkas?
TARKAS: Yes, A.
A: Would it be helpful for us to try to improve communication amongst ourselves, and our communion with each other?… and how could we do that?
TARKAS: Sharing your desire to serve the Father encourages efforts for all of you. Certainly we desire you to talk freely among yourselves concerning any thoughts you have regarding our Mission. Openness among you will allow union in your efforts. We delight in your natural, open nature, A!
A: Thank you.
TARKAS: We have a short lesson tonight. Please be patient with S’s efforts. This causes her anxiety. Our lesson is on faith Lesson on faith. What does the commitment of faith mean for you? Ponder this. Faith rings like a silent bell in your heart. It resonates with vibrations of the Father’s love. Faith is never an unconscious effort. It requires conscious attention to the perception of all you understand coupled with your [S: Okay, this is hard!] trust that the design of events is woven with a greater beauty than your earthly perceptions can comprehend. Faith efforts are those which bear your Creator’s Mark. They are the motivation of the Thought Adjuster coupled with your freewill heart’s desire. How often do you truly reach out to the experiences of life with this “Hallmark of the Father” as your guiding light? Realize that such efforts ennoble your character greatly. This lesson is complete.
TARKAS: Reasons for S’s difficulties are many. However, we hope that the substance of our topic has been understood. Do you wish to speak further about other topics?
F: Yes, Tarkas. Could you give us a definition of the word “Spirit”Spirit definition of?
TARKAS: “Spirit” is a postulate of energy manifested as a formed being.
[S: I don’t know. Something like “being”]
Spirit is God’s pattern of creation individualized. Spirit-led beings are those who manifest God’s energy.
F: That is very helpful, Tarkas. Thank you.
TARKAS: S continually (laughs) analyzes our transmissions TR Process editing. This impedes our ability to clearly articulate. With practice, she will trust much more our own attempts to speak for ourselves. We feel much like her children do, at times, when she is overly concerned about the impression they will make. This is a beginning for all of us. Many communication blocks will be overcome with time and practice.
F: Tarkas, may I ask a question about the Teaching Mission?
TARKAS: Certainly, F. All questions are allowable. Perhaps the answers may not be given, but the questions are welcome.
F: My question is, Is there a limit to the number of teachers Teachers number of that will be placed on Urantia Urantia? or is there a goal to have a teacher for every person? or, is the Teaching Mission going to be limited to a group situation?
TARKAS: We have many volunteers for this Mission. More will come over time. For now, we encourage group participation because this develops comradeship and service-oriented motivations among you. However, all of Urantia is precious to us, and indeed, if each one living on this planet chose a relationship with a teacher, this could be done. For now, this clearly is not the case.
F: I understand. Thank You. I’d like to express my love and thanks to you for your patience with us in our attempts to come together and communicate with you. I hope we can all dedicate ourselves to this effort, and continue to evolve and grow.
TARKAS: These hopes on your part are certainly shared by us. We encourage all sincere efforts on your parts with our work. We heartily desire to develop close communications with all of you. We are aware of your lives. We know your hearts. We feel great tenderness toward each of you. This is the energy force of our Mission–the tender, gentle love of God flowing through us toward you. This love reciprocated can cause great changes on this planet.
F: May we serve as conduits of that love to our brothers and sisters.
TARKAS: Every effort that you make to convey hopefulness to your fellowmen will encourage goodness and generate situations in which more can be done with our work. Take opportunities presented to you where others express cynicism or despair, and offer the possibility that God’s love is a redeeming love, a redeeming force, that we can rely upon in our…that you can rely upon in your problems, quandaries. Interject hopefulness whenever possible in your conversations. This is a small, but greatly needed, effort.
[S: I didn’t hear that right…something like…] (tape change)
This small effort is greatly needed by so many who walk in darkness.
F: Tarkas, Do you communicate with other teachers?
TARKAS: We discuss things frequently. Many meetings occur among us regarding our efforts with you and our plans for the future.
F: Would you please, as a favor to me, pass a message to Will, and tell her that I love her and I appreciate her teachings to the Tallahassee group?
TARKAS: Will knows of this small group. She also has felt appreciation for S’s attempt to read her teachings. She is a beloved daughter of God, and a great gift to this Mission. Would you like contact?
[S: or something about “her company.”]
Would you like her attendance at this group to occur?
F: I would, if it’s possible, without interfering with her work.
TARKAS: This will be discussed. She is open to this, I believe.
F: Good! It would give me pleasure for this to occur.
A: Tarkas?
TARKAS: Yes, A?
A: Could you say anything to us about emotional satisfaction? What it is, and how best to achieve it?
TARKAS: Emotional Satisfaction Emotional satisfaction is a balance between your own creative energy, or desires, coupled with an awareness of the Father’s path for you, which comes from Thought Adjuster guidance. True emotional satisfaction is always obtained through service to others and abandonment of ego gratification. When your emotions are guided by the Adjuster’s [promptings], you leave your animal nature behind. The purer intentions rise and your heartfelt efforts are creative and uniquely expressions of…
[TR stops. asks for water]
S: T, if you’re tired and you want to go, that’s fine. I can hear you sort of rustling around there, so I don’t want you to feel like you have to stay. If you guys want to stop, that’s fine too. I don’t. I mean, I’m perfectly willing to do this, but I don’t want anyone to feel… “God, they have to do this, because it would be impolite to interrupt, or something.”
A: Well, are you getting tired?
S: I feel fine, but, I just know T has got to get up early, so…
A: What do you say, F? A few more minutes, or…?
F: Well, if we’re making any progress, we can. But, if not…(inaudible) Does anyone have any other questions they want to ask? A, you had three questions, didn’t you?
A: (laughs) No, that’s all right…it’s personal…Some other time… I don’t want to take up time with personal questions tonight… since it’s so late. What about you, F?
TARKAS: Personal questions are fine with us. (pause) Did anyone have further questions? We… Yes, F.
F: Yeah, I was going to ask… I’ve been studying Healing Kahuna teachings about Kahuna Teachings Kahunas, Hawaiian Kahunas, these theories about the nature of man, and man’s spirit. Can you give me any words along those lines about that. Is there any validity to their teachings?
TARKAS: Much contamination of the animal nature of man has confounded all efforts to bring enlightenment to the Polynesian people. However, there are elements of truth to the healing arts you have recently studied. Their approach to body consciousness is accurate, for the most part. Reliance on fear, unfortunately, has invaded this tradition.. .What part of this doctrine appeals to you?
F: Well, I can identify what they call the super-consciousness; I make the identification with the Thought Adjuster identification with superconscious Thought Adjuster–whether erroneously or not, I don’t know.
TARKAS: Yes, this is accurate.
F: I identify the unihipili, or the subconscious, with the evolving soul. It seems a little simplistic, but is there any truth to that?
TARKAS: Better explanations of the soul are found in their…S lacks the word..
F: May I ask another question related to that…
TARKAS: Certainly.
F: . ..that may be a little easier? The Urantia Book talks about there being a form of energy that we are not aware of yet on Urantia. The Kahunas talk about a form of energy called “mana” — actually “mana-mana” and “mana-loa.” Could this be the unknown form of energy that is referred to in Urantia Bookreference to unknown energyThe Urantia Book?
TARKAS: Much about this energy is encompassed in these explanations. However, again, there are contaminations of…
[S: something about “taboos”]
…there are contaminations of…there are contaminations of… restrictions… on…
[S: something about “taboo restrictions”…I don’t know. Something about…]
There are contaminations regarding…taboo restrictions on it’s use…[or something like that]
F: They talk about the “aka.”
Tarkas: The soul.
F: Well, there is the group soul, or the group spirit, the “aumakua.” I don’t know what to make of that. We’re going off the deep end…it sort of reminds me of the monad, or the ideas of the monads, or the group that you’re associated with.
TARKAS: These concepts again have some credibility. However, they do not have the purity of the real construct within them. Such concerns, such esoteric concerns, are so…so subtle that it is difficult to make distinctions, until S’s abilities are improved.
F: Thank you for your help.
TARKAS: Your studies in these areas are encouraging to us. Please continue to follow your own intuitions. Please continue to follow your own promptings because your Thought Adjuster Thought Adjuster is truly connected with this desire, or interest. You will discover areas of energy knowledge that are not currently well-understood, if you desire to follow this path. There are many among us who wish to work with mortals who share your interest. Much can be done to help this planet through this work. Realize that this topic is challenging and many…many…[S: I’m getting in the way of it. I can’t tell. It’s something like…] Much will be required of you…if…you choose this study. However, we have high expectations of this endeavor for you, if you so choose.
F: Yes, I so choose. I have high expectations of the assistance you can provide me.
TARKAS: Remember to delineate your findings among categories of Energy fusion versus fission fusion versus…fission.
Does this clarify a query you had?
F: It helps.
TARKAS: We would like to conduct a small experiment if all of you are willing. It requires your participation with an Energy Transmission energy transmission. Is this acceptable to each of you?
A: It is to me.
F: Yes.
T: Sure.
TARKAS: Lay your hands on your knees. Sit comfortably. A, place your hand…place your right hand on S’s left hand. Now, bring your left hand up to your heart.
[S begins to feel strong pulsations in both hands.]
Do you feel any current of energy, A?
[S feels energy flowing toward A.]
A: I think so. But I can’t tell if its flowing in any certain direction.
S: Um…I’m feeling something really strongly!
TARKAS: Do you feel pulsations passing from S’s hand into yours?
A: Um…I don’t thing so…Maybe (laughs)
TARKAS: Do not feel any anxiety regarding this question. We are attempting to attune your sensitivities. As you breathe slowly, and evenly…do you feel any gentle pulsations in your left hand?
A: Not pulsations, I don’t think.
TARKAS: Tingles, perhaps?
A: Um… more like that.
TARKAS: This is encouraging. Know that this energy flows whether your perceptions are aware of it or not. This beautiful energy is…a manifestation of the connection among you. Please realize brotherhood also involves vibratory connections. When you speak of “resonating” with love for others, this is not a mere image or metaphor. Truly, your vibratory patterns can be aligned, are aligned, for many purposes. Now, take your hands and…Take your left hand. Is it comfortable to reach F? [A moves closer to F.] Place your hands, one on S’s knee, one on F’s knee…Again, there is a current passing through S to F. Do you perceive this vibration? (long pause)
[A laughs softly, and says “Are you there, F?”]
TARKAS: Is there any vibratory response that you feel, F, in your hand, or A’s hand?
F: There is just a tingling.
TARKAS: Does this tingling now increase?
F: Yes, a little.
TARKAS: Pulsations are passing through S now. Do you perceive a pattern?
F: It’s a little throbbing.
TARKAS: T?
T: Yes?
TARKAS: Place your hand on S’s knee. We know your…your assumptions, T.
[T feels he lacks any ability to perceive this energy]
However, do you feel vibrations in your hand that touches S’s?
T: Well, I feel some slight tingling in my forearm, under my elbow.
TARKAS: Patiently, focus on this energy… Now, what do you experience?
T: A prickly feeling in the bottom side of my upper arm.
TARKAS: You all do well with this experiment. These sensations are indeed valid. Perhaps closing the circle will increase sensations. T, please reach toward F. Realize, this energy comes from the Father. It is merely an augmentation of the energy that courses through you always, all the time. However heightening of your sensation toward it can indeed be of special service to this Mission. We…We are increasing the energy through S now. Do you experience a sensation?
F: Yes, I do.
TARKAS: Praise be to God! Although this may appear to be a small effort, it will yield beautiful fruit over time. A, can your feel any path of energy between S and F?
A: My hands feel warm and it feels like there is energy…
(tape ends)
Session 32
Energy transmission
Dialogue
Teacher: Allow this connection. Release comes with practice. Energy Transmission Pulsations arising in your hands are evidence once again of God’s love and energy. This gift must be protected by your efforts to follow our advice. Take heed of our recommendations for your diet. Sardines are a questionable nutrient for you.
S: They tasted good!
Teacher: Allow us time to work with you now. Raise your hands. Place them together. You feel a resistance between them. [S manipulates hands] Now a pulsation first of attraction, then repulsion. Touch your fingers together. There is a line of energy forming at your fingertips. This light means our adjustments are being made. Signa wishes to speak…
Closing
SIGNA: S, Do not doubt our integrity. Hold fast to your experiences. Rising doubts are your conscious attempt to rationalize what you have experienced. Do not question your sanity. You are of sound mind and good humor. Tell Jane about the essences, please. You drift now because you tire. We understand. Practice the stillness with regularity soon. You will develop your ability to hear us this way. Goodnight, S.
Session 33
Olfana encourages TR
Dialogue
OLFANA: Allow this connection to begin. We received your prayers with great joy, S. We also desire this communication. Welcome back to our discussions, our communications. Leave your worries behind regarding your infrequent communications with us. We are well aware of your efforts during this time. Release your concerns regarding our presence in your life. We watch you on a regular basis. We know your heart. You are tired. It is perfectly fine to make this communication brief.
Closing
Rest now. We will connect again later. We love you. Olfana.
Session 34
Balance
Dialogue
Allow this connection to begin. You are right to assume that we realize your responsibilities to other areas of your life. Let this work follow your own plan. We do not dictate the terms of your efforts. This is a freewill effort on your part. Readiness is an important part of the timing of the Father’s plan. One’s readiness must be determined by guidance from the Thought Adjuster valuates our growth Thought Adjuster. Healthy Living importance of Healthy choices in food are important for your equilibrium, S. Regard for your health is important now. Let us help you with this matter.
[S: You said you could help me with my cravings for sugar and caffeine. If you can, I do give you my permission to help me in whatever way you can.] Allow us to help you now.
Closing
[Long pause–approximately ten minutes. S falls asleep.]
Session 35
Group Purpose
Dialogue
S: Father, I ask to be connected to the Teaching Mission.
OLFANA: Allow this connection to begin. We welcome you. The immensity of the experience of connection with the Father’s plan is most understandable. We acknowledge your sincerity in this process. We respect your experience, your great hopes, (inaudible). Releasing your minds to this process allows us opportunities to encourage your growth and understanding. Please relax with this process. Your intentions must combine with your purposeful efforts in loving service to produce true fruits of the spirit for the Father’s plan. We wish to answer questions now.
D: I have a question.
OLFANA: Yes?
D: How can we open ourselves to increase our ability to be of more service to this communication, this type of communication?
OLFANA: Remember the discussion in the lodge (?) about a spiritual seeker? True intentions involve worship and prayer. Practicing the stillness is a prerequisite to this process. We encourage your growing relationship with the Thought Adjuster as the most expedient means of guidance. Allow your knowledge of health and mental balance, mental equilibrium, to contribute to this process. Much of your efforts to understand these things are appropriate for your further growth. B, you sit patiently. Do you have questions?
B: (Inaudible).
OLFANA: Please proceed.
B: (Inaudible) B asks a question about her music and her creative abilities.
OLFANA: Your heart’s desire to express yourself artistically is a gift from the Father. Musical interpretations of His song in your heart flow, burst, from you. Following this path with greater trust when a perfect (inaudible) of your creativity would help this process. Remember that Christ Michael is always a member of your audience. Does this help?
B: Yes, it does. (inaudible)
TARKAS: Further questions are welcomed.
D: Are we doing all that we are capable of doing at this time to carry on this message, this work, this service? If not, can you point the way where we could expand, and learn more?
TARKAS: When you say “we,” are you addressing your own particular role in this process?
D: Yes.
B: S, I have almost the same question myself.
TARKAS: We acknowledge this. Let us address D first. Recognize how appealing your own state of health and mental capacity appears to those who see you. Is not this evidence of your sincere attempt to follow the Father’s will already? You can serve us as a motivation to others. Healthy Living importance of That viewing one’s body as God’s temple is truly a noble use of your physical instrument. Perhaps there are more ways that you can find to express your own learnings and experience on this path. This is needed on your planet! Many people lack motivation to pursue the healthy habits that you have incorporated into your common life. Consider this as one powerful, important means by which you may express the Father’s Plan. Would you wish further information on this?
[Note: D. is a man in his 80’s, who is very physically fit, and a vegetarian.]
D: I’m very grateful for this recognition and encouragement. I’d like to take a little more time at this point. If there is something that you could add that I could have the capacity to incorporate into my daily routine, my lifestyle, I’d be most grateful.
OLFANA: Energy Transmission Your ability to perceive the energy vibrations is another expression of God’s gift coupled with your freewill choices. Taking this ability seriously can lead to many opportunities of service to the Father. Study materials that come to you. Increased capacity to experience this energy is available if you choose it. S is perceiving vibrations and colors at this time. Please take your hands and hold them up, facing hers. (Long pause) Now draw your hands gently…(inaudible) Do you perceive these vibrations?
D: Yes.
OLFANA: This capacity is yours. Blessings from the Father come through your hands. Take this energy and use it as you feel guided. Always remember that this energy is God’s doing. Our humble part is to serve as a conduit for God’s love. Take your right hand and touch your heart. ( S and D are both crying.)
D: Yes.
OLFANA: Be at peace with this. Much good can come from your efforts to share this with those who come to you for healing. Allow this blessing from Christ Michael.
CHRIST MICHAEl; Christ Michael blessing from My children, allow the Christ. Know this process is mine. Join with me to heal the world. My mark of protection gently binds you together. Go in peace as my servants. Blessings.
OLFANA: Will you allow the Life Carriers to work with you now?
D: Yes, I desire it.
OLFANA: Take your hands. Hold them as S does. Perceive this energy in your hands…(inaudible)…in your fingers. Is this your perception?
D: I perceive tingling sensations. Not powerful, but I perceive something.
OLFANA: Remember the words of the Master. Perception of this energy will continue if you choose to be part of this.
D: I do.
OLFANA: What you gently perceive currently can increase. (inaudible)
D: (inaudible)
[D and S move their hands together and feel these vibrations.]
S: Okay. We can just see if anything else happens.
D: Well, I feel that I encroached on B’s time.
B: Oh no, don’t feel that way. What has happened to you is wonderful. Just when you–I don’t know if I should say it now–
S: It’s okay.
B: When you made that–crying? It’s like in me, I did too. But what happened was, the thought that Christ Michael is always in my audience. (inaudible)
S: It’s okay, you know, I think we’re all just sort of learning and experimenting as we go on this. I just know that when I heard that, about his being in your audience, I felt almost like there’s…I just felt like smiling! I mean, it’s like he enjoys being in your audience, is the impression that I get.
B: It’s important. Besides, sometimes I’m looking for something, and it’s like He’s there, and that’s what I’m looking for.
D: Of course! We all reach to that light…
B: It’s so comforting.
D: That creative force.
S: OK, I’m willing to just–I mean, I feel that I want to do this for a little longer, if that’s okay with everybody?
D: Yes
S: T, Do you want to…
T: May I ask a question?
S: Okay, Let me just get back into it. (Pause)
OLFANA: This connection continues. We will answer questions.
T: A little earlier when you were making connections with D with the Energy Transmission energy transmissions, At-one-ment I witnessed a small response between D and S in the exchange of energy upon placing your hands with each other on you own heart, and I didn’t understand this exchange. I’d like to understand better. I have trouble understanding this exchange of energy to begin with, but that particular exchange of energy was, it obviously had some dramatic effect. I’d like to understand it better, and what the meaning of that exchange of energy was?
OLFANA: Direct connections between two receptive beings is an universe experience for both of them. We gently manipulate this energy based on your ability to perceive it. Strongly-felt reactions are not appropriate. Accept the example of a moth to a flame to highlight this experience. Gentleness is always desired. This Energy runs in circuits in body energy runs in circuits throughout your body. It is perceptible most especially in your hands, your feet, in the back of the spine. S’s ability to channel this energy is strong. Emotional reactions of awe bring expected responses to your awareness of this experience. The immediateness of an energy shift can be quite startling. The principal of your hands held up has to do with circuit patterns with this energy. Does this explanation satisfy your questions?
T: It satisfies the explanation of how it works, but what’s the purpose, the function of it?
OLFANA: At-one-ment is a concept you have studied in the Course [in Miracles]. Do you see at-one-ment as an explanation for this connection?
T: Am I to understand that when you and D experienced this, that you experienced emotionally something similar to, or close to, the feeling of at-one-ment?
Olfana: OLFANA: of this perception of energy at-one-ment. Overwhelming emotional connection is appropriate as an experience of most people newly-exposed to this energy. S’s experience with this energy personally is still new. To combine her experience with another’s can indeed feel overwhelming. Recall your experience as a child with the Christian Science Healing. Does this allow you better understanding of the emotions possible with the perception of this energy?
T: I think it can help.
OLFANA: Other questions are welcome.
D: When, or how, could we continue this expansion of the cooperation of all of our energies? Will we be shown, regardless of the distance we are physically apart, in our spheres of life, the people that we contact? Will these energies continue to complete the circuitry, and how can we appropriately encourage that?
OLFANA: God, the Father, provides roles for each of his created beings. Freewill choice is the other component of this constant. Remember how previous dates...(inaudible)...over this weekend, we have demonstrated much to you that will grow, still grow, in this plan. Attendance at gatherings of like-minded individuals becomes a chance to provide you with opportunities.
Your relationships already consist of many who understand this process. Increasing your willingness to speak openly regarding your interest in this subject will again create opportunities for more input to you. Translating your experiences into guidance for others is definitely appropriate. Written expression is important. Attendance at Teaching Mission groups such as this will also encourage your development. Rectify any strained relationships …Rectifying any strained relationships will also contribute to your growth. Do you have understanding of this?
D: Yes. There are so many, so many, strained relationships, I just want to be used for the rest of my life to help other people.
OLFANA: Clarity of your purpose will come quickly. We welcome your sincere attempt to further God’s will through this Mission. (pause) Connections to others in this Mission are encouraged, particularly those with Duane Faw, and Thern Blackburn of Woods Cross. He is very adept in the channeling of this energy, and serves willingly as a guide to others. If you chose to use it, we encourage you to connect with him by letter or phone. Advice given from Thern can be very helpful when learning how to heal effectively. (long pause) S is able to pass this energy into you also, B, if you choose.
B: I do choose.
OLFANA: Would you sit on the floor? Raise your hands, palms up. Perception of this energy is…Stay close to your breathing. We increase these pulsations. Do you perceive this now?
B: (inaudible)
Note
Much of the session was inaudible because people were talking too far from the tape recorder for it to pick up all that was said. (The rest of the tape is inaudible)
Session 36
Montreal Conference
Dialogue
S: I’m feeling something gentle in my hands.
TARKAS: Allow this connection to begin. We greet you with glad hearts. Patiently, we have waited for you to make the choice to participate in this session. God’s plan is timeless. All things move in time and space toward his desires. Your efforts with the Mission are greatly appreciated. We know your heart, S. Let all worries drop away, and rest in God’s peace. Energy is God’s love;This energy you feel is again a . i.God’s Love is energy manifestation of God’s love. Your hands will begin to tingle strongly.
[S sneezes. “I can feel pulsations in my hands right now.”]
TARKAS: They are a means by which you can serve God, if you so desire. We respect your process of coming to accept this. We patiently allow you to grow in understanding of your ability to use this energy to heal. Surround your body with this power. A feeling of protective [inaudible] Place your hands on your Energy circuit position heart. Resonating pulsations with your heartbeat are a form of alignment. Your breathing is a part of this alignment also.
Let your hands open. Drop them to your side. Please say all directions that you hear. Rest your hand in T’s. We are passing this energy through your left arm. There are pulsations in your palm. Relax your hand, T. Allow your breathing to be calm. Drawing energy through S to you, T, is a process that we hope you will become comfortable with. Do you perceive any vibrational pulsations, T?
T: Earlier. Right now I just feel a very slight tingly feeling..
TARKAS: Relax with this. Allow time with this process. S, move your hand above T’s. Do you, T, perceive movement in these vibrations?
T: No.
TARKAS:Be at peace with this process. The fact of its ability to heal is uncompromised by your physical perception of it’s power. In time, with practice, your perception will improve. That is all we wish to demonstrate. You may ask questions. if you desire.
S: I’d like to know who is speaking to me.
TARKAS: This is Tarkas. Olfana is present. Signa, once again, transmits for us. Do you have questions, T?
T: Yes.
TARKAS: Proceed with them.
T: I’ve been concerned lately with the health of my father. My father seems to be diagnosed by doctors who say he has cancer…
TARKAS: We know of his condition.
T: I want to know if there is anything S or I can do to assist him in overcoming this perceived condition.
TARKAS: Your father rests strongly in his faith in God’s love. However, he trusts the doctors’ abilities also. This is not a conflict for him. Your mother’s anxiety for him is a source of worry for him also. Prayer power of We know the power of prayer. Can you pray regularly for your father?
T: Yes. I have been praying for him but I will try to make more time to pray regularly for him.
TARKAS: Prayers for your mother are just as powerful. They need encouragement with their own prayers–your mother especially. This is not a small matter in their healing. For realize, your mother can benefit from this healing also. They are facing serious questions about their abilities. This process is an important one, and should be honored by you also.
T: Can you clarify what you mean about this process?
TARKAS: The process of accepting the health problems that face your father are causing reflection on greater issues for both of them. Recognize that all things move to the greater good. Your father’s health cannot be foretold, primarily because free will operates in this process. He has choices to make. He has responsibilities in his own feelings. Your prayers can provide a powerful, positive, energy toward helping him choose rightly. Even such matters as the ability of the medicine to work on a physical level in his body can be augmented by the force of prayers. Loving support of your father includes encouraging him to talk about his feelings.
He resists this, as you know. Open your heart and realize his vulnerabilities. This can be a great source of comfort to him. Do you wish further information?
T: I don’t know if you know, but in a few days we will be traveling to Urantia Book Montreal Conference Montreal Montreal Conference to join many Urantia Book readers at a conference. We will probably meet with many new faces on this journey we’re going to take. Is there any advice you have to give us about the time we spend at this conference?
TARKAS: Many angels will gather with you at this conference. Look for them in your interactions with fellow Urantians. This conference can be an important stimulus in your own spiritual growth, if you enter with an open mind. Realize doubt and confusion exist among many readers regarding the Teaching Mission. This is to be expected. You and S may serve, if you wish, as two spokespersons for the benefits and goodness that the Mission hopes to bring to Urantia Urantia.
This involves risking your privacy, peace of mind, and patience. However, remember, the angels will be there to help. We teachers are very aware of, and interested in, the outcome of the conference. Many new ideas can be exchanged. The potential for good is great. We take all opportunities offered to us to advance God’s plan for the planet, this planet. S is experiencing a Energy Transmission rotational effect rotational effect. This energy is balancing. Please be patient.
[S: I feel like I’m spinning around in a top. I feel like I’m spinning, moving to the right. Or something with strong magnetic energy is spinning to the left.]
T: May I ask further questions?
TARKAS:Please wait for this experience to pass. (one minute passes) Now we can proceed.
T: Now may I ask further questions? Recently we, in our small group discussed whether or not we should tell others about S’s transmitting ability, and [inaudible], and whether, in general, we should tell others. What is your advice at this time about revealing S’s abilities to others, including B?
TARKAS: Support the concepts of the Teaching Mission group responsibilities Teaching Mission, support the Transmitter-Receiver process as valid. However, your group is still in a very tender stage. We advise you to be circumspect in any discussions you have with others. We do not wish to dictate your decisions regarding this issue, but, instead, ask you to look into your own hearts. Only speak of those things you feel are truth. Only speak of your experiential knowledge. Evaluate each particular case.
If the person wishes to know the basis of your experience with the Mission, we do not preclude your speaking of your own experience, but ask you to make careful, thoughtful choices. Regarding B…he is growing in his ability to understand or accept the Mission, but we suggest that now is not the time to ask him to join the group. Give him continuing opportunities to read the transcripts, but let the choice be his. This process of communicating through S is tiring for her because of the hour and her lack of practice recently. We will conclude this session now, unless you have a pressing question.
T: Can you perhaps give a little assistance, could you be helping S understand what she’s going through right now? She seems to be having difficulty facing many of her challenges, and she’s been filled with much anxiety regarding these issues. Is there anything you can perhaps offer her, as comfort and advice, to help her to overcome these anxieties, and deal more effectively with these challenges?
OLFANA: S, we ask you to keep your focus firmly on your desire to serve God. If you enter into any effort with this intention, your fears, or unsettled feelings, will drop away. TR Process encouragement to TR Remembering this is important. Perhaps a note placed on your desk, such as, “Father, help me to serve you in all that I do.” may help you. Keep this mental focus. Remember the beautiful saying that comforted you before–“I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.” This is also a perfect statement of your abilities when they are aligned with God and Christ Michael.
Realize your strength, S. Realize the gifts you are given. Rest easy in the knowledge that these gifts can serve the Father with great beauty. Never forget, you are a beloved child of God. We wish to end this session now. We are so cheered that you both have made the effort to communicate with us. We look forward to so much good that can come from your willingness, and the group’s willingness to work with us. Know how much we love you
Closing
OLFANA: This is Olfana who speaks. Go with God in all you do. Our blessings are on you. Goodbye.
Session 37
Alcoholism
Lesson
Allow this connection to begin. Open your eyes and see D as a struggling child of the Father. He allows all forms of defeat to conquer him. Alcoholism This process of drinking when he succumbs to loneliness is deeply rooted in his childhood. Then he sought other diversions for the pain of loneliness, but escapism has become a repetitive choice he has made. [Pause] You tire. However, we will pursue this topic. D manipulates his relationships far more than any would conceive as healthy. Any relationships for D are clouded by tension because he tends to see himself disconnected from others.
This is his ego’s way of actively keeping him isolated. Allowing D further opportunities to use T’s apartment is not suggested at this time. Many forces can operate to help a human mortal heal if willingness is manifested. This willingness on D’s part is defeated and compromised by isolating tendencies of his ego. Remain loving in your manner towards him. This is important T, because D so readily sees rejection from others as his interpretation of their motives.
Note
[Batteries on tape recorder run out. The rest of the transmission lost.]
Session 38
Olfana’s mortal life
Dialogue
OLFANA: Allow this connection to begin. We are happy to speak with you this evening. There are many issues which we care to discuss. These issues incorporate your expressed concerns. Peacefulness among you is desirable, yet much controversy continues to persist surrounding our Mission. Loving patience is most encouraged. Remember, this is a germination process. You are not ready to arrive at strongly-held opinions concerning our work. Teaching Mission discussions about Let everyone feel comfortable voicing their feelings to you regarding this Mission. Hearing their feelings is helpful in their own resolution process.
[S: It’s like, “being an audience” is helpful]
OLFANA: Many teachers await relationships with mortals, yet they wait patiently until resistance passes and trust flourishes among you. Regarding B’s health, we allow you much free will in your pursuit of healing. B pursues a path that is comfortable to him. Opening the topic of Healing miasms miasms may indeed be helpful to him. Let us capture his attention once he has read the papers you choose to send to him. All these processes work toward the good of the Father’s plan. New information must come gently to each of you. You must show willingness to learn these new ideas. It is not our desire to force anything upon your consciousness. Remain open to discussions with B regarding his health. This is enough for now. Olfana is transmitting. Do you wish to question her now?
A: Olfana, can you tell S and me more about yourself? Maybe your past and what brought you to this Mission?
OLFANA: I wished to serve the Father. [S: I feel like I’m trying really hard here.] Difficulty in receiving..[long pause] There are blocks to this message. Raising your hands…
[S: I can feel the tingles ]
…raising your hands helps. Please allow this process of energy transmission to proceed first. You are absorbing much energy.
S: This feels really powerful, A. It’s like my hands are pulsating.
OLFANA: Place your hands together. Touch your forehead. Now…release your hands slowly. Coming together in this fashion provides an opportunity for us to make adjustments in you, S. This is important. We chose to attend to this first. Now…we can proceed with questions. You asked for information regarding my history? Is this correct?
A: If you wish to tell us about your history–that brought you to this Mission–that brought you to this present time–we’d be happy to hear it.
OLFANA: Olfana mortal experiences of I lived a mortal life on a planet transformed by God’s love. This experience of the transformation was the appeal I felt in volunteering to serve your planet in its transformation process. Many events that occurred during my lifetime I anticipate may also occur during yours. This opportunity to help with the healing of your planet has great appeal to me. I studied with the Life Carriers because their work is so beautiful to me. Many opportunities for healing will be part of your work with me. Let yourselves see this as a challenge and great adventure. Do you realize how important your efforts can be to produce these healing effects on your planet?
S: That was a question to you, A.
A: To me? I feel that healing is necessary, and I want all my efforts to be identical to those of Jesus–identical in purpose to the transformative and healing powers that Jesus manifests. I want to make sure that any healing work that I’m engaged in would be totally consistent with the essence of Jesus’ teachings, knowing that healing is of the mind and spirit, and then manifests physically. Do you feel that your healing techniques or philosophy are identical to those of Jesus, Olfana?
OLFANA: Healing Time transformation of Urantia Transformation is a most appropriate word for the healing process we pursue. One must move through patterns that have held oneself [long pause] repressed. Opening to new possibilities of perspective is the liberating effect of this healing. We can indeed see ourselves as reborn! Illusions of boundaries can drop away. Great freedom comes as a gift of this healing. So much of our disease is self-created misery because we fail to see the pathway out from our own self-defeating patterns. This was so much the case on my own planet: People locked in fears, sheltered in the dark, unaware of the light of truth as God’s gift to them.
Opening their hearts to the possibilities of change, that is, transformation of their beliefs and their actions, was the revolutionary change that occurred on my planet during my lifetime. Knowing the possibilities, the power, of this opening to the light is what draws me to work with all of you now. I am so moved and encouraged by the efforts I see on your parts to learn more of God’s truth.
We can share this wonderful adventure together! What a gift from the Father. Flower essences are a particular area of knowledge, or truth, that I possess. These will play a role in my work with you, but so much more potential exists in our cooperative efforts. Allow time for all of this to become clear. We perceive your growth. We are heartened by every effort you make to expand your own understanding of this work. Many pressures exist for both of you, but do not be fearful of the many ways you feel called upon to serve. There will be time enough to grow comfortable in this work, and also realize the personal goals you set for yourselves with your families and friends, and your own desires. Do you have further questions at this time?
A: At the [Montreal] Montreal Conference conference, we met many beautiful people from all across the United States and it seems that for myself personally, I feel a strong desire to connect with these people again, to communicate with them. And–I’m wondering if there’s a reason for this, or, I guess do we just have to wait three more years? Can you say anything about our connections with the people we met at the Urantia conference?
OLFANA: The relationships that you formed are, indeed, meaningful ones for many reasons. Some people were drawn to you because there is direct pertinence to your relationship with them and our work in this Mission. Others are people whom you may choose to connect with for more personal reasons. The opportunities that were opened for you by the conference are indeed cultivated for your own spiritual growth, primarily. Did you not feel much clarity in your reactions to many of the people you met? Always remember that Thought Adjuster prompts human relationships Thought Adjuster promptings are an ever-present part of your human relationships.
Your response to many of the people you felt close to were indeed generated by your Thought Adjuster’s supervision. Clearly you connected in a strong fashion to L and F. Also your connection with C remains a positive one. Other relationships that drew you to more confidently express your beliefs were very instrumental in your own growth process. Speaking with conviction is becoming a gift [S:…or is a growing gift] we see developing in you. Your eloquence of expression draws people to you. They see your sincerity and find your personality charming and non-threatening. So often those who know the book as you do portray an arrogance which is indeed a…[doorbell]… Let us return to the subject we were discussing…
Your demeanor is a very appealing aspect in your work of dissemination of Urantia Book dissemination of The Urantia Book to your planet. Too often those who know the book forget Jesus’ examples as a teacher. He never sought to impress those who listened to His words. He sought to comfort them, to love them, to satisfy their spiritual hunger. You remember the Christ Michael is our model Master’s model when you speak. This is so important. Your cheerful, sincere friendliness is not lost on people. Do not be disheartened by the negativity you sense at times from others. Continue your work as you see fit. These efforts on your part are greatly appreciated and serve as a helpful model.
Your willingness to listen also helps in your human relationships. Oftentimes listening is forgotten as part of the teaching process. Yet we remind you of the Master’s ability to listen patiently to those who sincerely sought the truth.
A: Family Relationships grieving I have a question about a man we know and his wife…I feel, well I heard that she’s continuing to grieve over the loss of her son a couple of years ago. She can’t seem to let go of the whole.. to let go of him or to get over the loss she feels. I was thinking about sending them a book about Jesus called The Elder Brother. Should I do that or is there anything else we could do to help them? She lives far away…but I wish we could help them.
OLFANA: A mother’s loss is always so great. We cherish our children and wish always to protect them even when they have gone to the Father. Again, we commend you in your sincerity. Your efforts are for the good of these people and not to indoctrinate them. Such efforts are always helpful because you wish to encourage them. Encouragement… consider this term. Encouragement means to strengthen one’s desires or to strengthen someone else in their desires. This mother needs encouragement in developing trust in God’s protection of her child. This book will indeed engender such convictions in those who read it with acceptance. All you can do is, indeed, offer them this opportunity. But, certainly, such a gesture of friendship and encouragement is most appropriate. Speak of the book to them, regarding your own experiences with it. Allow them to feel you offer the book…[phone rings]…
A: It’s just an offering.
OLFANA: Indeed, we encourage you to present this book as helpful in engendering hopeful attitudes. This hopefulness is lacking for the grieving mother. We wish you success in your efforts with this family. Do you have further questions?
A: Shall I be waiting for a different teacher? A teacher to come to me? Because you said there are many waiting to serve?…waiting patiently?
OLFANA: If you desire a Teachers personal personal teacher, certainly this can be arranged. Every mortal willing to prosper in this endeavor with us can indeed do so with guidance from the Teaching Corps. Your desire to have such guidance is the only requirement for such an assignment. We ask your active participation in the stillness practice and your trust that a teacher can be made available to you. Remember also that your Thought Adjuster and stillness practice Thought Adjuster guidance is also developed by a more regular practice of actively listening for guidance during these meditation sessions. Continue with your questions if you wish.
A: Olfana, could you tell us if you have any knowledge or experience with the idea of soulmates Soulmates? Some people believe that this is a reality–is a real concept and others are not sure, or maybe don’t believe in it. Can you shed any light on this topic–the idea of soulmates?
OLFANA: Once again I must remind you that your perception of these matters is so compromised by your limited understanding of your eternal path to the Father. Relationships–one to the other–all aspects of what the book teaches of brotherhood and love are so much more vast in their meaning that you may indeed perceive now. Are we not all truly soul-mates in our path of oneness with God? Therefore, certain designations of this are naive at best. You will indeed have deep relationships and there is a unifying element between you and certain other souls as you progress.
But any attempt to truly comprehend these matters is limited greatly by your lack of true perceptions regarding concepts of love, and indeed, the brotherhood of all mankind. It is perhaps much more important in this life that you focus on your loving relationship with the Master. Christ Michael relationship with Christ Michael is so capable of providing you with the solace you seek. Focus your understanding on his love. This is the highest ideal for you now. All other relationships must flow from this model. Then they reflect true beauty, truth, and goodness. Does this satisfy your concern regarding this?
A: There still seems to be some feeling of lack on personal and emotional levels.
OLFANA: This lack is experienced by you?
A: Yes.
OLFANA: And thus you seek to fill this lack by perhaps attaining a human relationship? Is this your
[concern…issue…request]?
A: Yes–some feeling of lack of…close personal, emotional, and maybe even spiritual companionship?…because sometimes Jesus seems not to be very close or present…in a way that a human can feel, so sometimes it seems that only another human could satisfy this type of loneliness.
OLFANA: Much learning is available for you on this topic. We recognize, indeed, the loneliness you experience, however, we encourage you still to seek a primary relationship with the Master…as you say, Jesus. No human will provide the comfort you seek. This is part of the healing you must do for yourself. Many times… [telephone rings]
Closing
[The rest of this session is private.]
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